20 Weeks

I had my 20 wk prenatal appt with Liz today. She couldn't find the baby's HB. She tried first with the doppler, then brought the bedside u/s into to try and find it. She still didn't see a HB, so she sent me to the u/s dept to get a u/s tech to do one with a better u/s. Still no HB. Our precious little baby has died. I'm being induced in the next couple of days.

I can't believe this is happening. I don't want this to be happening.